that I can find the energy and focus to work seemingly endless hours, but I won’t make the time to do things that are better for my overall well being? Why do I think that coming into the office after 7 AM or leaving before 5 PM is slacking, but going to gym or taking a walk or eating a good, well balanced meal is just as important? I am continually stuck in a rut. I get out of it now and then but not for longer than a few weeks. Why is the job more important that my well being? I do this to myself and I want to work myself of out of this. I have vowed to work less and have more fun. However, words are easy and actions are hard. So here is my plan of attack to get my life back:
1. Use this blog as a sounding board to make sure I am not so one sided in my day to day life.
2. Exercise more and reduce stress.
3. Let myself have fun more often.
4. Release the sexual tension that permeates my mind and body. This includes exploring fantasies. I have a lot of those to explore too. 
5. Above all, be honest with myself and others about who I am and where I am in life.
6. To be more forthright in asking for what I want in life. Too often I let this one go. Way too often.
There will be a lot more to follow. I want to note that I wrote this on a break at the office and I feel good about that. *L*
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New year, new goals….
Besides, you know what they say about all work and no play.
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I know. I am working on the play part. Preferably with a playmate but who knows on that…*L*
Good luck with these! I know you can do it!!!
trh
Thank you for the comment. I appreciate the encouragement.