Learning more about what I want, and what I want to change.

It seems that I am always learning (or relearning) things about myself.  Sometimes I think it doesn’t really take a lot to make me happy.  Other times I wonder if I will ever be happy.  I am fortunate to have the job I have but many times I take it for granted.  I know that [...]

Why is it…

that I can find the energy and focus to work seemingly endless hours, but I won’t make the time to do things that are better for my overall well being?  Why do I think that coming into the office after 7 AM or leaving before 5 PM is slacking, but going to gym or taking [...]

An inital thought

Why am I doing this?  Why write a blog?  Perhaps it will be therapeutic. Maybe it will help me sort out why I am the person I am now.  I have so much to be thankful for and yet I still feel so unfulfilled.  I crave certain things in life (sexual mostly) that never seem [...]